it has been a long time

salam..
suddenly, I thought of my blog. it has been a very very very long time....(u can try to continue this sentence yaa..)
even though i know that nobody will gonna read my posts here..or even click at the name of my blog.. but i juz feel like writing sumthing now..

there was a person named XX..this person dreamed to change XXself towards being a better person. XX was introduced with the correct path..went for programs..and sumthin like that..everything went smoothly.but then, persons that brought XX to this path were missing..not dissapeared in terms of being kidnapped or what..but had their own lives and went further from XX. there were no programs anymore that could keep XX stayed awake and realised XX's responsibilities. humans need to be always reminded..why? becoz humans are always forgotten. when this happened, it was so hard for XX to be in the same path as before. its not like XX doesnt want to, but XX needed someone or people who can remind XX everytime XX thought of
slipping away..and sleeping away..XX juz remembered of those times when the path was being chosen by many people.

XX doesnt want to be excluded from this path.as usual, the graph will always change..sumtimes above..sumtimes at the bottom..when it reaches the bottom, the heart will be closed..but XX hopes that it will not tightly closed..XX hopes that it will be opened sumhow and sumday..this time..it will never close..


sob sob sob..how melancholic the story was..dont u think so? nahh..i dont think so.. XX should not be pitied at..whatever it is, i hope that XX will find the path again and soon found what XX is searching for..

welcome juniors!

salam everyone...
tomorrow (13th July), IPGM KTI will be receiving new students.
there are approximately 199 students who will register in 10 options.
as for me, i'll be busy during this orientation week...

monday: duty at hostel registration
tuesday: involve with the opening ceremony and their practice for performance
wednesday: involve with the performance's night
thursday : jpp on duty
friday : involve with the closing ceremony

overall, i was assigned as the committee of discipline that should be taking their attendance for every slots.

whatever it is, juz wanna welcome the new teacher-trainees to this institute...

wassalam.

three ways...

salam.

dis is d first post for june.
juz wanna share sumthing
maybe u already know dis
and maybe not.
this is also for my reference
n hope for u as well.

three ways of getting "pahala" in simplest forms :

1.) looking at al-Quran
2.) looking at baitillah (looking at its picture is not counted...hu3)
3.) looking at mother

we can already get "pahala" by juz looking at those.
what if we:

1.) read al-Quran
2.) go for hajj (not yet done...but hope dat day will come)
3.) repay mother's deeds (a reminder for myself)

more and more "pahala" we will get...insya-Allah

it is true dat --> easier said than done
however, together we work on it.

wassalam.

holidays

salam everyone!

it's holidays!!!
i'm already at home for 1 week now.
my activities so far:
1.) play with Khalish
2.) driving....i like...hehehe
3.) renew my license (i've changed from "P" to the full one)
4.) attending kenduri (2 kenduris so far)
5.) visiting family members
6.) etc....hahaha
erm, looking forward for a family vacation...insya-Allah

mmm...what else...
dats all
wassalam.

im fed-up

im totally fed-up of being chased after!!!!!!!!!!!!!

drama

salam everyone

the drama is finished!
phew!
finally...
it was a bit frustrating
but it's okey

a new "instant noodle" task is waiting
a science presentation

hah!
one more thing,
almost forgot to tell u about my visit to IPGM KPM
but i guess...maybe some other time i'll tell u

plz keep waiting!

wassalam

clash!

salam everyone...

i hope dat the title above doesnt create any misunderstanding becoz it's just to attract readers...
hehehehehe

however, it's true in a way dat some of my plans are clashed!

supposedly,
i shud be doing the science assignment (4500words) with my partner, then doing an usrah with adik2,later on,usrah wif ghulams and finally, burning the midnight oil to finish the assignment (it must be passed up tomoro!!!)

but,
suddenly,there will be bacaan yaasin at my block,so,usrah wif ghulams is cancelled. one more thing, a reflection for philosophy must be passed up tomoro also.

therefore, the moral of the story, we can only plan, but ALLAH has the power in deciding everything. so, use time wisely when we've still got the time.

wassalam...

updating>>>

salam everyone,

phew!

it has been a long time since i last updated my blog. this is due to the lack of free time and also laziness...huhuhuhu

since my fans (hehehe) keep asking me to update it, so, here it goes.

if u still remember, my previous post was a real shout out with lots of interjections. i said that i would tell u the reasons behind it. however (sad to say), i've decided that i dont want to remember the occurence anymore.therefore, i hope u will not be frustrated and just ignore the post.

to start this post, i want to share with u about "watikah perlantikan jpp". at first, i resisted to join jpp or being the students' representative for the second time. but, after considering my jpp friend's opinion, i changed my mind. she said something like this, "u have to join jpp because there's not many candidates who were ex-jpp.what will happen to jpp if all of them dont have the experience in running this organisation?"

hahaha

with the intention of being the secretary, i sent the form.

I WON!

after the 1st meeting, other JPPs had to make a decision about the top 5 posts. they elected me to be the vice-secretary. how sad i was at that time...i know that im not qualified to be in that position because the ex-secretary was so good and i'll never be like her. previously, she gave me hope that i should be the secretary.........

but its okey...i've already accepted this fate. ALLAH knows the best for me. ALLAH knows that i'll be so busy with my assignments and tarbiyyah. therefore ALLAH gives me this position because being the vice-secretary is not so busy compared to secretary.

fuhhh!!! without i realise, the above story is one of my previous shout outs that i've decided not to share with u.hahaha

on the 3rd of april, "watikah perlantikan" was successfully done. i was in-charged for it because the secretary was sick. alhamdulillah, it went well as planned except for one thing,

where's the photographer???

here is my picture after "watikah"

erm, i have to stop now. hope to post another new post later. till then, wassalam.

arghhhhhhh

salam everyone,

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

dat's all i can post right now
time constraint
assignments r waiting
wanna know more?
wait for d next post
got to go!

wHat aM i dOiNg?

Salam everyone.
these few days were tough.
many assignments and first drafts need to be passed up.
not much time left.
my other activities were almost packed.
but it's ok bcoz its a preparation towards the eternity.
loaded with works.
however,
im not using my time to the fullest.
when there was free time,
it was wasted
by doing nothing.
i always forget,
that when i have free time
i should use it wisely
bcoz i should be thankful.

FoGgiNg

hEaLtHy oR FaT???

Salam everyone,
Last week, my JPP friends and I went to JB Catering to celebrate our co-ordinator, Pn.Zaiton as she would be retired soon. after almost 2-hours of non-stop eating...(huhuhu hyperbole)..., we went back to IPTI. I fell asleep when i reached my single room located at the 4th floor...
is this a healthy lifestyle??????

just now, i went to JB Catering again...(looks like that place is making money from IPTI students....hahaha)...this time, i went there with committees of F BLOCK...(we won the cleanest and the most beautiful block for 2 years in a row). the purpose of this feast was to celebrate former committees who worked very hard in order to maintain the status. ate...ate...ate...and ate...(ate is the simple past tense of eat...ahaks)...although the meals were as same as my previous visit, i enjoyed eating them...until my stomache was full but the food in my plate had not finished yet... is this a healthy lifestyle?????


points to ponder:
we as malaysians should be thankful enough to ALLAH as we are still able to eat what we want and get what we desired for. have we ever thought of those our brothers and sisters in other places such as Palestine, Darfur and Somalia? they are not strangers...they are our relatives.

a "gReAt" eXpeRiEnCe

Salam everyone,
what a "great" day!!!
my groupmates (myroe and nisa) and i went to SIGS this afternoon regarding our philosophy assignment. we prayed hard that it would go well as planned. we were supposed to interview at least 3 teachers with more than 5 years teaching experience about the national philosophy of education (NPE). the staffs asked us to wait aside before we could meet the headmaster to get the permission. after a while, we were able to meet her. she asked us several questions and so on. everything went well but suddenly, she complained about our permission letter that we brought. in BM she said," you must get a letter from the education department.....IPTI is always like this...even they have already got a summon on this." arghhhhhh....but then, she seemed to be okay and accepted the uncomplete letter. the worst part came in... "where's your assignment's question paper?"...we gave it to her...she read,read...and read..."prior to the school visit, obtain permission from the state education department in relation to contacting the school and conducting the interviews."....bangggg!!!!!! it was stated in the paper...and we had to leave the school............sadly.............

with our unstoppable determination, we caught a taxi and asked the driver, "bro, where's the nearest primary school with two sessions of learning period?"...he drove us to another school... sk yahya awal...located few minutes away from d previous school. we asked the security guard, "this school has two sessions,(morning and afternoon) right?"...."yes"....a new hope entered our mind. we went to the office and explained our intention. the staff said, "the teachers have gone back, we have one session only,".......what???fuhhhhh......but at least, the headmaster was more lenient towards us and we thought that if we wanted to proceed, this school might be easier to deal with....hmmm....it's okay.

while we were almost gave up and just decided to go back to ipti, the taxi driver gave a suggestion about SETA, a school located near the hyatt hotel and we just followed him. but, it's a secondary school...sighs for a while...a new info from nisa's so-called fren, there's a school at tmn nong chik. great! a new hope for us. we entered its office with lots of doa. the staff was very humble and without any delay, he searched for teachers while we sat in an air-conditioned room. after that, we were invited to the teachers' room and found a teacher to be interviewed. finally!!!the interview went smoothly. i,myself could feel the satisfaction during the interview session after a struggle to find a co-operative school. we gave her a souvenir as a token of appreciation for her time. insya-Allah, we will go there again tomorrow to finish the interview.

as a conclusion, there will be a good ending after each of the difficulty. just be patient and go with the flow.

thanks for reading.
salam.

tHe cHaLLenGe

Salam everybody,
I feel challenged (t'cabar la) when I read other people's blogs. this is because i post nothing since last week!!!
what's the purpose of creating a blog if no posts being posted???
thanks to myrakura aka my deskmate and s.y.a.f.i.q.a.h aka kak pyqah/my ex-classmate because by reading their blogs, I realise that i shud post sumthing for my enthusiasts to read...hahaha....haaa...for those who are not yet one of the enthusiasts, pls do so a.s.a.p...

okay, enough for dat topic...

everything went well during the lecture hours this morning. We had a mass lecture on human development and philosophy of m'sian education. I found out that it was more interesting to learn those subjects this way. after having a nasi lemak, there was a lingusitics class with mdm. salina. once more, i felt challenged because phonetics is not as easy as i thought. it was tough to learn how we produce different sounds.with new terms such as bilabial,labiodental, interdental, alveolar,palatal,velar,glottal and many more, were enough to remind me that i must focus on this subject.

now, im waiting for krunnis to do the powerpoint presentation for BM.
thanks for reviewing.
until then, c ya!

gLaD tO sEe hiM

salam everyone,
Finally i'm home!!! after a long, tiring 12-hours journey, i've reached home. I remembered sum1 as she said, "its ok, once u meet Khalish, u'll forget ur tiredness"...and that's true. pls people dont misunderstood, Khalish as stated above is my beloved nephew.he's 2 months old. its such a joy to see his cute, chubby face. his hair grows longer and his body is a bit taller than i last saw him during the previous holidays. the only thing dat stays da same bout him is his crying!!!

dont know what else to write...(i mean to type)
until we meet again
thanks for reading
hepy holidays!

gOing hOmE

salam everybody...
i got flu since yesterday.it was all started when i had a sorethroat the day before.i knew that someday and somehow i'll be getting a flu due to d sorethroat...and here it is. last night, i slept early after taking a pill.it was quite lonely at dat time when i had to sleep earlier than i used to. (thanks to adek for giving me d tamarind drink...it was so delicious)...perhaps, u may be thinking like...elehhh...its just a flu what...but for me, having a flu may interrupt my daily activities and my mood also. its okey...let's talk about other things. the giggles i heard coming from downstairs made me realised that tomorrow (Friday), everybody's going home for CNY holidays. its rather sad seeing people carry their bags and with smiles on their faces, heading to Larkin bus terminal.

Friday...
i woke up in gratitude as my flu was getting better after a 9-hour sleep. activities for today, we must go to DST for budaya Quran and then DDKA to meet the teachers' education division or BPG. suddenly, an announcement was made,"cohort 1 TESOL students, plz go to DDKA now". so, we went out of the DST and headed to DDKA. the three representatives from BPG were sporting and nice. they listened to our problems and gave usefull advices. i was able to ask them a question about our exam scripts. thanks to them for their concern and plz come again...
most of ipti students will leave d campus today. but me? i've to wait another day here as my bus ticket is tomorrow nite (saturday). i'm thankful becoz at least, i have a ticket to go home. there are some of my friends have to stay here for 1 week!!! that's why, we have to think positively in every aspects of our life. everything happens for a reason. nothing happens in vain. even though, sometimes, i'm used to think negatively.

hurm...thats all for now...what i wanna do today???waiting...waiting...and waiting to go home...
thanks for reading!
salam.

im starting my own blog

salam...
its like a dream come true
b4 dis, i was not really interested in creating a blog
but,juz now, ALLAH opens up my heart in doing so
alhamdulillah
i really hope dat dis blog can:
-share my thoughts wif others
-be a place for me to voice out my emotions
-improve my English
-provide other beneficial things

maybe my page is not so ready to be used,
but im trying to upgrade it slowly...