suddenly, I thought of my blog. it has been a very very very long time....(u can try to continue this sentence yaa..)
even though i know that nobody will gonna read my posts here..or even click at the name of my blog.. but i juz feel like writing sumthing now..
there was a person named XX..this person dreamed to change XXself towards being a better person. XX was introduced with the correct path..went for programs..and sumthin like that..everything went smoothly.but then, persons that brought XX to this path were missing..not dissapeared in terms of being kidnapped or what..but had their own lives and went further from XX. there were no programs anymore that could keep XX stayed awake and realised XX's responsibilities. humans need to be always reminded..why? becoz humans are always forgotten. when this happened, it was so hard for XX to be in the same path as before. its not like XX doesnt want to, but XX needed someone or people who can remind XX everytime XX thought of
slipping away..and sleeping away..XX juz remembered of those times when the path was being chosen by many people.
XX doesnt want to be excluded from this path.as usual, the graph will always change..sumtimes above..sumtimes at the bottom..when it reaches the bottom, the heart will be closed..but XX hopes that it will not tightly closed..XX hopes that it will be opened sumhow and sumday..this time..it will never close..
sob sob sob..how melancholic the story was..dont u think so? nahh..i dont think so.. XX should not be pitied at..whatever it is, i hope that XX will find the path again and soon found what XX is searching for..
