everything belongs to Him

Assalamualaikum.

Praise be to Allah for giving me the chance to breathe the air and live in His blessings.
Just to share that my beloved digital camera (panasonic Lumix) which i bought in february or march was gone!


I bought it in Auckland during my first months here. it is my first camera which i bought using my own money (erm..okey scholarship). it's blue in colour which is my favourite colour..makes me feel sadder.


last sunday, my friends and i went to mission bay by bus. we accompanied two friends who came from brisbane, aussie. during the journey home, we took a bus from mission bay to britomart and another bus from britomart to auckland university.


as soon as i stepped down the bus at auckland uni, i realised that my camera was not in my pocket. i started to feel anxious and nervous. i searched frantically all over my pockets (as i purposely didnt want to bring any bags). also, nothing was found in my friends' bags.


okeyh...i started to calm down..
suddenly, I remembered a drama that i'd just watched.


"no need to worry..everything belongs to Allah. He just lends us that thing. It's up to Him whenever He wants to take it back from us."


Alhamdulillah..i want to apply the same theory to my case. the camera belongs to Allah. It is His. It's up to Allah to take it back from me anytime He wants. if i give something to somebody as a lending, it is up to me when i want to take it back because that thing is mine...and that person doesnt have the right to feel angry.


but sometimes, i do feel sad because of the lost..maybe i do not grasp the theory tightly enough. however, i'm trying.....
maybe Allah wants to give me something way much better.....insya-Allah.

wassalam.